Thursday, July 8, 2010

Cant let you Go

I'll stick around

See how bad it gets

I'll settle down and deal with old regrets

You know I, I adore you

I Can't let you go

Can't let you go

You're part of my soul

You're all that I knowI can't let you go

Is it better now

Do you feel like all is fair

Can we work it out

So that it's easier for me to bed

Because life, it can blind you

I Can't let you go

Can't let you go

You're part of my soul

You're all that I know

I can't let you go

Down from the edge I can see you where we end

And I'd give up all of my days to go back

There was all this wonder

And all this magic

Has all this wonder, over and done

If love were a whisper

What could I give you to speak

Maybe you're out of my reach

I can't let you go

Can't let you go

You're part of my soul

You're all that I know

I can't let you go

I can't let you go

You're part of my soul

You're all that I know

30 Days of Love

Chapter 2

She definitely had me at hello,relaising that it was kind of late and being glued to the chair for too long I still get the feeling it seems to follow me everywhere I go.
So I said let go eat since I remember that all those farting and my empty stomach rumbling I asked if a little dinner is okay’s promised them it was a quick one.
i quickly dashed over to change my mode to lunch at in a jiffy standing like a little boy waiting to go to a candy store. So as we chatted I noticed she was walking on the toes. Like how little kids would tip-top all the way.yup she walking on her toes. At height she was great. I could help noticing her smile and those big brown eyes. And how her hair curly at the tip.

Well I decided to drive since they have to go quickly as time was kind of short. And we headed off to somewhere near since I was on diet. It practically mowing the lawn. Damn that was not east to shed a few pounds. And plus fasting for lent. As we dinner was served after a while of looking at the menu upside down and the decision of what to eat really was hard.

As the chatting continued it somehow kind of got carried away and I was busy sluppring somehow it ended up on the ''cheating'' bit. Which I have no clue how that came about.
The only question she asked my friend was. What I cheated on you. And well I was like oh boy .that is not good. But it was a good a conversation between the three of us. And it was time to depart……
But dinner was great and boy I was stuffed like turkey which kind reminded me of my collogue in the office earlier in the day and I know he be snoring his life out.
And I bid farewell as I had to rush off. I told her it was a pleasure meeting her and I told to have a great week. Gave my friend a hug and we parted separate ways.

Thru out that night. Her smile was just running thru me. Though there was a thought

When will I See Her Again………………

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

30 days of love


It was a day of mishaps for someone as clumsy as me. From leaving trails of mess and driving off with the petrol hose still attached to the tank. It was totally a clumsy day.ran the red lights by accident.And walked into the glass panel knowing you have to tag yourself in not the automated open sesame door,
And well the day in office on weekend is filled the cursing and ranting as pile work still overflowed.
Maybe it just a typically basic afternoon on a Saturday when you do realize Saturday is always sunny day for shopping and having some tea sidewalk café or somewhere branded. But basically I was stuck to a chair that is practically glued to my ass and my cubicle that looked like a 8 by 6 jail cell with no window and no bucket to shit in. usually sunny weather is good on Saturday. fun day at the beach, but driving to work was like crossing the great big wide illusion filled with mirage look a like, and by the time I reached my office I could feel my boxers stuck up way so high it really hard to stretch at that point with all that heat.

And upon arriving to see my dear collogue sweating. His fats like fluids. As he was well you can roast turkey minus the stuffing in the oven. So I decided to pass the lotion. Told might help look more tenderize. As he raised an eyebrow and gave the look as we know there is no centralized air-con on weekend.

Well the usually cursing starts with drivers, as u realize Malaysian drivers always forget to use the indicator. So basically these cars made in Malaysia do not have or is not required as the jump lanes as they wished. And go as slow as cow could cross the road.
As I sat to start my computer which usually requires a slap or two or to be threaten it throw out the window, when it start loading by itself. And makes you wonder what the fuck is wrong with machine, I thought human were worse.
Never knew my machine has it period moments. Fussy little fucker that one is,
As temperature rose so did my collogues skin color changed like how a turkey is begin to looked well cooked……And I begin to go about my watching him change color, only to realize I forgot the most important thing human will never leave their house without it. Well if you guess right….

My friend would not be standing at the entrance of my workplace with this lovely and beautiful lady. Late at night…..And that how I came to know her name and this is how I saw her for the first time………. And the handshake with her smiling…………

Jaw dropped to the floor, blushes so red and speechless just to say
You had me at hello.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Aaromale... (Vinnaithaandi Varuvaaya Soundtrack)

O..Breeze blowing through the mountains
O..Breeze, decked up like a bridegroom
Coming after worshipping the cross at the altar..
O Land of Kerala….grant permission for welcoming it..

O Beloved...

On this very auspiciousness occasion
O Bride..,May you be blessed with a long wedded life
On this very auspiciousness occasion
O Bride..,May you be blessed with a long wedded life
In the inner sanctum of the dark evening
O star..why are you so reserved ?
Like a ray of light in the morning mist
Are you standing afar…my lady ?
O Koel..did you shake the bent branch of the tree ?..

Did the festivities arrive with the flames of the mud lamps ?
On this very auspiciousness occasion
O Bride..,May you be blessed with a long wedded life

O Beloved..

Does the sea still possess the love to serenade the shore ?
Is there still love in the mind..for melting like candle wax ?

O Beloved...

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

My speech to My BestFriend

Good Evening,
Ladies and Gentlemen and Friends,
We are gathered here today under the boon of their compassion and to celebrate the love and devotion of Jeremiah and Cheryl. I'd also like to thank the bride and groom, for despite the many foolish things I have done in the past, they still believe me to be worthy of the honour they have bestowed upon me. For it's truly an honour to have been included as a witness during the magical union of two of my closest friends, both of whom I hold in the highest regard.
For those of you who don't know me, my name is Michael and Jeremiah is my best friend; I met Jeremiah in a manner that was typical of boys our age, hahaha not wanting to get into further details.
Suffice it to say that the reminder of our relationship has been antithesis to that first meeting.
I can't say enough nice things about Jeremiah. He is the most caring and selfless person I ever and known. He is the very model of the perfect companion.
So many of my memories are of when we were just boys, but now I look at the man he has developed into and I swell up with pride to be able to call him my brother. It's not said enough or sometimes it's not said at all, but my brother is a person that I have always (or come to) had a great deal of love and respect for. Growing up Jeremiah and I may not always have seen eye to eye, but has we've gotten older I realise that I have learned a great deal from watching and spending time with him. It doesn't matter if your brother is older or younger than you; you can always learn if you're willing to listen and pay attention. I've learned to be a better person because of him. I've learned patience, understanding, strength, loyalty and love from Jeremiah.
Cheryl, I have known her since our first year in college. She has been nothing but a kind and generous friend to me, often going out of her way to offer me a gentle word when I desired none.
I will never forget the day when Jeremiah asked me for a favour to pick Cheryl from her College and drop her home. On the way while driving, Cheryl puts a CD into the player. And of all the artist on earth .it was Britney Spears. At that point of time I did not really fancy Britney spears with all the hooha's about her, So I started making fun of Britney, all of sudden, she smacked me with a pile of books. This explain the flat nose!!!!!!!
Well I can go on and on.. infact even write an autobiography of Jeremiah and Cheryl ,but I'll leave some for the other to speak.
I am delighted beyond words that two of them whom are close my heart have found happiness in each other. Ladies and Gentleman, Today Jeremiah and Cheryl,embark on the voyage of marriage that is blessed by the almighty and all of us seated in this wedding hall,
The great mystery writer Agatha Christie once said that an archaeologist is the best kind of husband a woman can have - the older she gets the more interest he takes in her. Who are we to argue with a best selling author?
May the road rise to meet you. May the wind be always at your back? May the sun shine warm upon your face, the rains fall soft upon your fields. And, until we meet again, May God holds you in the palm of his hand.7
To my best friends' Jeremiah and Cheryl, who I have always loved, I wish the both of you all the happiness in the world and may you bring each other patience, understanding, strength, loyalty, and love from this day forward, until death do you part!
Once again I would like to thank the both of you for giving me this golden once in a lifetime opportunity to give a speech on this very lovely evening.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Will you ..................

love me and get to know me better, so i can be with you and spend evening and morning ,nights and afternoon with you. for tea and snuggle in the sofa and hold you close go for walks ,argue with you, tantrum with you and kiss you, love you, miss you, and snuggle while ur sleeping. and kiss you in the morning, and hold you close at night,share coffee and popcorn,comfort when your sick and stressed, make you smile when your sad, laugh with you,cry with you, sharea bucket of ice cream when thing go so wrong. laugh together......................

Monday, April 27, 2009


Some day when i am awfully alone when the world is cold i feel a glow just thinking of you and the way you look tonight.
Indulge in 31 flavor’s that is packed In a tub, memories a re faded, constant moving has slowed the soul, and uncertainty clouds thoughts, doubts raise, momentarily in dark, section by fear, sleep overtakes and rest there, and boxes of tens, cool to the touch , warm so much, white to your left and red to your right, all that i seen. realize love that seek lies right in between.delicate way, chill in the veins ,leaves from pain again and again, lose all control, taking control, no longer sane, don’t be afraid the love show is love make. in control , just a a slave….
you are good as rest , better dress, pink is the color and won’t drink from others ever.
Enchanted by tales, Fascinated by the marvelous nature of itself.

Sunday, April 5, 2009


Friday morning, after a lovely day of snowing on Thursday, and all is turning into ice and it gets colder and sitting here and watching these cloudy day from the window. Just a thought that in week’s time on the Wednesday it be valentine’s day. To bear in mind I am single still and the though of Valentine’s Day. Didn’t really much matter as it is as normal as any other day to me. It just Valentine’s Day and what is so special about it and well to those who are together and really need to show their love then yes but then apart for being single, the only way to enjoy it is to go out and get drunk and have good time with friends that are single.

But just to hear her sweet name makes my check bones go up and I start blushing and the thought of her is just amazing, let just say that she is indeed a special friend. Do bear in mind I never meet this lady. A wonderful lady that is miles from me and is down to earth, jolly person. She has a sweet smile and cute dimples, the little things she does make me smile every morning I wake up. She is caring and very independent women. She is smart and knows what she wants. She is a tomboy but also can be lady like. I love talking to her over the phone and sometimes when I call her and have nothing to talk about but in the end the conversation goes up to an hour.

Even if she came online and when she says hello, I just go weak on my knees and I just smile. She is beautiful at heart, mind and soul. Her smile can light up someone’s day. She is loving person at heart and wonderful person. She is helpful and thoughtful, she is kind hearted, charming, shy, simple, friendly, funny and sensitive. Did I mention she is also sensuous lady? She loves the rain. She draws well. Has a good imagination and creative. She loves music and is a rock chic. No matter how cold the weather gets and thinking of her makes me feel warm. And when she calls in the morning and whisper’s softly in to my ear to say good morning. Hearing her soft voice makes me smile and I be up in jiffy and dashed out the door straight to face the day. It going to be two years now, and I enjoy her company a lot, I miss her a lot. I love when she calls me in the morning, I love when she send me prayers,

I love when she says thank you, I love when messages me to say have a nice weekend, weekday or a good day, I love that she makes me smile, I love when she say nothing means something. I never knew if she knew that I do cherish her as women. I like her for who she is. She is just she, and it is all bout she, it took me less than a sec to fall in love but it took me a while just to get to know her and I still have along way to go. I respect this woman for the women who is she and the women she wants to be. She will never know how much i love her, i cherish this lady, i adore her armour. i adore her. I just want to say I miss you, dearly.

Signed, Sealed and truly yours…………………………………………….

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Black -

Black is the color of objects that do not emit or reflect light in any part of the visible spectrum; they absorb all such frequencies of light. Although black is sometimes described as an "achromatic", or hueless, color, in practice it can be considered a color, as in expressions like "black cat" or "black paint".

Black can be defined as the visual impression experienced when no visible light reaches the eye. (This makes a contrast with whiteness, the impression of any combination of colors of light that equally stimulates all three types of color-sensitive visual receptors.)
Pigments that absorb light rather than reflect it back to the eye "look black". A black pigment can, however, result from a combination of several pigments that collectively absorb all colors. If appropriate proportions of three primary pigments are mixed, the result reflects so little light as to be called "black".

This provides two superficially opposite but actually complementary descriptions of black. Black is the lack of all colors of light, or an exhaustive combination of multiple colors of pigment. See also Primary colors

In physics, a black body is a perfect absorber of light, but by a rule derived by Einstein it is also, when heated, the best emitter. Thus, the best radiative cooling, out of sunlight, is by using black paint, though it is important that it be black (a nearly perfect absorber) in the infrared as well.
In elementary science, far Ultraviolet light is called "black light" because, unseen, it causes many minerals and other substances to fluoresce.
On January 16, 2008, researchers from Troy, New York’s Rensselaer Polytechnic Institute announced the creation of the darkest material on the planet. The material, which reflects only .045 percent of light, was created from carbon nanotubes stood on end. It absorbs nearly 30 times more light than the current standard for blackness, and is 3 times darker than the current record holder for darkest substance. Scientists claim that the new material has great potential in the manufacturing of solar panels.

A material is said to be black if most incoming light is absorbed equally in the material. Light (electromagnetic radiation in the visible spectrum) interacts with the atoms and molecules which causes the energy of the light to be converted in to other forms of energy, usually heat. This means that black surfaces can act as thermal collectors, absorbing light and generating heat(see Solar thermal collector).
Absorption of light is contrasted by transmission, reflection and diffusion, where the light is only redirected, causing objects to appear transparent, reflective or white respectively.