Monday, April 27, 2009

thoughts

Some day when i am awfully alone when the world is cold i feel a glow just thinking of you and the way you look tonight.
Indulge in 31 flavor’s that is packed In a tub, memories a re faded, constant moving has slowed the soul, and uncertainty clouds thoughts, doubts raise, momentarily in dark, section by fear, sleep overtakes and rest there, and boxes of tens, cool to the touch , warm so much, white to your left and red to your right, all that i seen. realize love that seek lies right in between.delicate way, chill in the veins ,leaves from pain again and again, lose all control, taking control, no longer sane, don’t be afraid the love show is love make. in control , just a a slave….
you are good as rest , better dress, pink is the color and won’t drink from others ever.
Enchanted by tales, Fascinated by the marvelous nature of itself.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Amen


Friday morning, after a lovely day of snowing on Thursday, and all is turning into ice and it gets colder and sitting here and watching these cloudy day from the window. Just a thought that in week’s time on the Wednesday it be valentine’s day. To bear in mind I am single still and the though of Valentine’s Day. Didn’t really much matter as it is as normal as any other day to me. It just Valentine’s Day and what is so special about it and well to those who are together and really need to show their love then yes but then apart for being single, the only way to enjoy it is to go out and get drunk and have good time with friends that are single.



But just to hear her sweet name makes my check bones go up and I start blushing and the thought of her is just amazing, let just say that she is indeed a special friend. Do bear in mind I never meet this lady. A wonderful lady that is miles from me and is down to earth, jolly person. She has a sweet smile and cute dimples, the little things she does make me smile every morning I wake up. She is caring and very independent women. She is smart and knows what she wants. She is a tomboy but also can be lady like. I love talking to her over the phone and sometimes when I call her and have nothing to talk about but in the end the conversation goes up to an hour.



Even if she came online and when she says hello, I just go weak on my knees and I just smile. She is beautiful at heart, mind and soul. Her smile can light up someone’s day. She is loving person at heart and wonderful person. She is helpful and thoughtful, she is kind hearted, charming, shy, simple, friendly, funny and sensitive. Did I mention she is also sensuous lady? She loves the rain. She draws well. Has a good imagination and creative. She loves music and is a rock chic. No matter how cold the weather gets and thinking of her makes me feel warm. And when she calls in the morning and whisper’s softly in to my ear to say good morning. Hearing her soft voice makes me smile and I be up in jiffy and dashed out the door straight to face the day. It going to be two years now, and I enjoy her company a lot, I miss her a lot. I love when she calls me in the morning, I love when she send me prayers,




I love when she says thank you, I love when messages me to say have a nice weekend, weekday or a good day, I love that she makes me smile, I love when she say nothing means something. I never knew if she knew that I do cherish her as women. I like her for who she is. She is just she, and it is all bout she, it took me less than a sec to fall in love but it took me a while just to get to know her and I still have along way to go. I respect this woman for the women who is she and the women she wants to be. She will never know how much i love her, i cherish this lady, i adore her armour. i adore her. I just want to say I miss you, dearly.



Signed, Sealed and truly yours…………………………………………….

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Black - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Black

Black is the color of objects that do not emit or reflect light in any part of the visible spectrum; they absorb all such frequencies of light. Although black is sometimes described as an "achromatic", or hueless, color, in practice it can be considered a color, as in expressions like "black cat" or "black paint".


Black can be defined as the visual impression experienced when no visible light reaches the eye. (This makes a contrast with whiteness, the impression of any combination of colors of light that equally stimulates all three types of color-sensitive visual receptors.)
Pigments that absorb light rather than reflect it back to the eye "look black". A black pigment can, however, result from a combination of several pigments that collectively absorb all colors. If appropriate proportions of three primary pigments are mixed, the result reflects so little light as to be called "black".

This provides two superficially opposite but actually complementary descriptions of black. Black is the lack of all colors of light, or an exhaustive combination of multiple colors of pigment. See also Primary colors

In physics, a black body is a perfect absorber of light, but by a rule derived by Einstein it is also, when heated, the best emitter. Thus, the best radiative cooling, out of sunlight, is by using black paint, though it is important that it be black (a nearly perfect absorber) in the infrared as well.
In elementary science, far Ultraviolet light is called "black light" because, unseen, it causes many minerals and other substances to fluoresce.
On January 16, 2008, researchers from Troy, New York’s Rensselaer Polytechnic Institute announced the creation of the darkest material on the planet. The material, which reflects only .045 percent of light, was created from carbon nanotubes stood on end. It absorbs nearly 30 times more light than the current standard for blackness, and is 3 times darker than the current record holder for darkest substance. Scientists claim that the new material has great potential in the manufacturing of solar panels.

A material is said to be black if most incoming light is absorbed equally in the material. Light (electromagnetic radiation in the visible spectrum) interacts with the atoms and molecules which causes the energy of the light to be converted in to other forms of energy, usually heat. This means that black surfaces can act as thermal collectors, absorbing light and generating heat(see Solar thermal collector).
Absorption of light is contrasted by transmission, reflection and diffusion, where the light is only redirected, causing objects to appear transparent, reflective or white respectively.


walking the highyway under rising sun. it was more like we brought the sun to the sky and light all the highways to life,
we are rich in heart& soul, down to earth from beat of life,rhymes with laughter and embraced by the warmth of friendship.
Indulgens of all flavours in life, embrace the beginning of life,departed and re~united like Men of Souls.
~We ride together, We die togetherWe are bad boys for life ~
Amen


Chasing cars


walking as the wind blew , couples passing by holding hands, smiling and laughing and enjoying the friday evening. took a strool for dinner ,and it was bleek, seems lost, certain things happened without reason, to stand and explain. most things are subtle, most are irrelevant detail that don’t bother me. though it courage, though calm,cool and composed. it took a part of me to hear those words. what can i do make it better, to stand in the midlle. do not choose sides. most are forgiving . most are thinking about it. dazed and confused. wondering what to do now. sitting here so toally lost with out any directions. to stand and give the respect is to misunderstood, ho hell has no fury as a women scorned, but wrath is dampen by a impact unforetold by many.

the word so commonly used as it was put to sale by marketing agencies. so it has no value or meaning, the structure that it holds is now eing faught to maintain it diginty.
aspects of one doesn’t seem to understand. reason to live by.
head on the phone, tears shed in private,
right now all on my own.
will be better for good.
i pray

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Nothing is better than the unintended humor of reality











Hey,
Good morning, Good afternoon, Good Evening, Good night to where ever you are.




It is a Saturday and it seems like a pretty long day. I mean a long day that even a latte would not help as you would have kept thinking about the day that was so long and it was long that you would even wonder that the time was never there for a minute as you already felt tired and right bout to give on most thing



Saturday not Monday but it sure felt like Monday. Monday, n. In Christian countries, the day after the baseball game. Yes definitely.


It did. Mostly because that damn shower head always seems to explode due to the pressure of water when it suppose to be made that it lock still, but this bugger seems to like aim on my head, knowing he always miss the target and I end up getting busted by land lord who seems to just burst into the bathroom without even knocking a fire away like a Automatic Ak-47, that dodging his bullets where easy but the after effect of an after bleeding ears is just impossible. More likely He does sound like an old vinyl that had scratch on it and yea. It sounded awful. Even worst than my grandmother who nagging the life out of me.


Yea bore. Bore n. A person who talks when you wish him to listen.



But then as I headed to the local store to get my day pass that is bout, enough to take a bunch of friend for lunch to the nearest local food stall. And took a walk to the bus stop with the wind blowing and man you can see everything that is going with it, even a wig of that man. And trust to see a cat fly way up high, I stood there and my jaw ran away whilst I had to catch a bus which was bout few minutes. Manage to reach the bus stop and as I board the bus and took a seat in which is by the window of a double Decker bus and the chances the driver might drive thru a low bridge is kind of hard to tell if he ever did. But here you never know if the bridge is low due to missing sign unless u drives thru it. But as people board and took their seats. I didn’t pay attention as my music was loud but then as I took out my earphones. The voices and spoken language caught my attention. It was not English but it was their mother tongue. Every child,
women and man that was in the bus was speaking different languages. And where of all to find that was in London, a city so big that the language barrier is just way out of hand.




And to matter worst this fat ass lady comes squeezing in and saying to me can you move a little, I mean like where, you want me to hang on the window to give you space to sit. I mean she was so big she got stuck on the stair way whilst here way down a bunch of them had to push her out the bus. Yea, I had one side of face flatted due to being stuck to the glass for bout 45 minutes. It is definitely not a Saturday to be asked for, sounded more like a Monday blue and what a drag it was.
But you know what




Self-denial is indulgence of a propensity to forego.
Have a good day……………………..














































Totalitarianism is patriotism institutionalized




Friends, Greeks & Fellow Romans,



And to taxpayers and politicians that lie just to about everything in order to keep their well kept status or rather say their Swiss bank account stable and their large bedroom mansions. Sound like a bunch of idiots.



Idiot, n. A member of a large and powerful tribe whose influence in human affairs has always been dominant and controlling.



Funny it seems that we forget just about everything about us. Who we are and what we did and before we became that someone famous, but during all this time a friend and people where around your times of trouble will remind you about the little gestures that makes the big things happen. And when we forget about yourself, there is that one person, this specific person that makes you go on your knees and remind what was like back in the old days.



What happened if the rich became the richer, the poor became the poorer and vice versa. What if day was night and night was day. What would you do?
Funny but a visit to my friend’s house wasn’t much as I would thought. Just dropping by and to hear his father call me a stranger. Though I been a few times, but to a fact I am called a stranger made me feel a little uncomfortable. I realise this since I been away from home and being far, the courtesy and respect kind of just slipped. Disappearing into thin air. As he walked me to the train station and passed some people. Each time someone passed us, he would bow his head and say ” evening” to them. Well some replied with a smile. But some just passed and we continued walking. And a bout half way thru, a man passed us and my friend said the same thing. But as he passed us and walked a couple of meters. My friend turned to me and said the bastard didn’t reply. And I looked at him with a smile and said this why there is no point, thought I know he made his point of being nice, but many take in a rude manner. So I told him we are not living in the 1940’s or the 60’s to say good evening politely when someone passes us, a sign to say hello in fact. But living in a



Circus, n. A place where horses, ponies and elephants are permitted to see men, women and children acting the fool.



And well yea we are sometimes Erudition. Erudition, n. Dust shaken out of a book into an empty skull
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Politics, n. A strife of interests masquerading as a contest of principles. The conduct of public affairs for private advantage.



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